Oh what I would do to have The kind of faith it takes To climb out of this boat I'm in on to the crashing waves
To step out of my comfort zone Into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is And He's holding out His hand
But the waves are calling out my name And they laugh at me Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed The waves they keep on telling me Time and time again. "Boy, you'll never win!" "You'll never win!"
But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!" And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory" Out of all the voices calling out to me I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of Truth
So many times I have not trusted in God, allowing myself to come up with my own little 'backup plan' but it never works does it. It sometimes really deludes me how I must be so stong in my faith, when in reality I feel like I am just a stagnant pool of water, not going any where. Its not a nice feeling. Getting over my thoughts and feelings and learning how to trust God is proving not be be as simple as it seems.